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Teacher's Day


today was the teacher's day celebration in our school. first there was the Teacher's Day mass followed by a short break as our recess then the concert for the teachers and by the teachers and students. there was this girl that could sing very well, i admire her and then we went on to the teacher's performance, they were so funny la, there were these teachers who used the faces of the B.O.F guys and then the whole school was lyk wth. then there were many other parts of laughter and fun, there was the Wander Girls made up of the group of teachers so cute!

downloading songs to my phone! got bigger memory space! :) :)

Monday, August 31, 2009
@ 8/31/2009 10:00:00 PM

Rain and Sadness


today's weather was dark and gloomy just like what suited my mood. we had to go to church in the morning that was the fine part and then to catechism and then went back home. after that was my aunt's and cousin's birthday at Swensens had cheese & chicken omelet and then had the strawberry ice-cream cake that was so cold and frosted my teeth. then went to buy new hand phone headsets.

arrived back home and am sitting here now typing this. there will be no swimming today as the weather is so bad. and also loading songs to phone. bored today and also bought new clothes. Yijung's B'day coming soon. playing INK BALL now!

Sunday, August 30, 2009
@ 8/30/2009 05:53:00 PM

School Carnival


today there was the school carnival. went there in the morning early at 8.30am with my parents. saw Jandi there together with Junhee and the other ppl. yeah then sat there waiting for Woobin and Thomas. after that the three of us went to the Haunted House they bet me $2 (they still owe me!) if any one of us screamed. ended up that the two of them were the only ones that screamed. Jaekyung also went with us and her friend too. it wasn't really scary it was more funny the ppl in the Haunted House were in white paint and there was the beautiful dead geisha person and the two Japanese girls that were murdered. that was the first shift. then we went to the one in the basement, that one was even better...the first person we met was this supposed young girl and she was saying "play with me, play with me" and i told them "another day" there were also these people lying on the floor and trying to touch our legs, they even came back to the end side to touch us again.

then we had some food and root beer and went to see the principal doing the surfing thing, she was so funny. then we tried to force Thomas to ride the Rodeo Bull but she didn't want to. after that we all went to go to the shooting range in the basement. was very fun and the three of us enjoyed it. but Woobin and Thomas 'so patient' and they 'waited' for me. wanted to do the henna painting but the two didn't want to so i went to do it together with Jandi, she did till her upper arms, near her shoulders. after that we did our shift in the stall till around 12, then we went off to the Haunted House again. altogether we spent 4 times at the haunted houses 2 at each one.

later we left at around one something and i went home. met the Chinese teacher at the bus stop and she takes the same bus as Jandi! reached back and am now typing this. have classes again later its like that on the weekends. so gotta pack my bag now.

Saturday, August 29, 2009
@ 8/29/2009 03:23:00 PM

Trust


What is trust? Trust is to have the confidence to allow someone to have, use or look after. not everyone can be trusted in this world. there are those that you can rely on and those that are not reliable at all they tell you one thing and the next minute they are gone and their word of promise is gone with them. people rearely place their trust in anyone except one that they have known for a long while. its hard to trust people but you have to give them the benefit of the doubt and trust them.

tomorrow is the carnival at SJC and i can't wait! gonna have lots of games and other stuff. going to group with thomas and others, Jandi too. so tired today, dunno why. there was no CCA today! so we all were sent home early. yeah!! and i spent my day at home reading and writing and was quite bored today. played some mindless games on the computer for fun. :) :)

Friday, August 28, 2009
@ 8/28/2009 07:28:00 PM

Swimming At Sengkang!


today went for the swimming enrichment program at the Sengkang Swimming Complex. learned about jumping and other stuff. went to the deep pool at 1.5m almost drowned lo. then had lunch with Kangsan and was so alone la. yijung never come swimming with us today as she had flu...poor thing hope that she will get better soon.

very busy today so can't write that long. :) :)

Thursday, August 27, 2009
@ 8/27/2009 08:26:00 PM

Friends Are Forever?


Are friends really forever or do they all just fade away in the night, like a ship passing in the harbour. That's the way it is for some of us, friends say that they will be your friend forever then suddenly just because of a certain incident, they avoid you like you're some kind of disease. I just ignore them though, its the best way. To act like everything is normal and to put on a front. No one knows that way. Its the way the world and the people in it work.

I used to have a very good group of friends in primary school that group of people have changed and all have moved on. All of them study in different schools now. We don't really keep in contact and just drift apart. That's why sometimes friends aren't quite true. I don't blame them though. Its just the work of fate and if you're meant to be together. If you're not then don't bother, but if you can save the relationship then I'd to everything to salvage it.

School today was fun went to old school to sell the carnival tickets and saw the old teachers that used to teach me. I saw my sister and some of my old friends that i had when i was there. The food there is much cheaper than that if the secondary schools and the drinks are much nicer too.

Having swimming tomorrow and THOMAS will be there too! She's going to come and swim with us! Finally, i've been waiting for that. that is the thing that will make tomorrows day brighter and lighten the load. there's also new module for the aesthetics program and its the dance module. its not that i hate dancing but that the dance that they teach and when its compared to mine its so much difference. gonna go pack bag for swimming tomorrow, take care ppl put there! and smile always :) :)

Wednesday, August 26, 2009
@ 8/26/2009 08:08:00 PM

Where to go? What to do?


its a confusing time now in my life...friends aren't the same as before...everything has changed and there's nothing that i can do about it except to pray that we will get back together. its the only way that i can help i just hope that everything will pull through fine and that all of us will go back to friends F4 or not. as long as we are friends its all that matters. i just wish that nothing had happened that day. why can't we all forgive and forget? why is the world so hard to understand? all of us will pull through this time somehow, and that the prayers will be answered. that the group will be re-connected.

there will be the selling of carnival tickets at CHIJ Our Lady Of Good Counsel tomorrow and i'll get to see all my juniors, my sister and her friends and all the other old teachers that used to teach me once upon a time. hope that the outing on the 1st of September with my old friends will be a success and that all of us will be able to catch up on the time that we have lost.

lastly, i just hope that everything in the school will turn back to normal and if i had the power to turn back time, i would have dine just that and tried to change and correct all the mistakes that i made. but as the sayings go what had happened has happened and nothing can change it. gonna continue writing letters now. pray for me too :)

Tuesday, August 25, 2009
@ 8/25/2009 07:43:00 PM

Its Tearing Up my Heart


This is the lyrics to my favourite song for now.

It's tearing up my heart when I'm with you
But when we are apart, I feel it too
And no matter what I do, I feel the pain
with or without you
Baby I don't understand
Just why we can't be lovers
Things are getting out of hand
Trying too much, but baby we can't win
Let it go
If you want me girl, let me know
I am down on my knees
I can't take it anymore
CHORUS
Baby don't misunderstand
What I'm trying to tell ya
In the corner of my mind
Baby, it feels like we are running out of time
Let it go
If you want me girl, let me know
I am down on my knees
I can't take it anymore
CHORUS
Tearin' up my heart and soul
We're apart I feel it too
and no matter what I do, I feel the pain
With or without you
Tearin' up my heart and soul
We're apart I feel it too
and no matter what I do, I feel the pain
With or without you
CHORUS
And no matter what I do, I feel the pain
With or without you
see the lyrics is so nice!! got it from www.metrolyrics.com
had a very bad day in school today. the results for history are coming out tomorrow and i'm so worried!! hope i get it good! :) the day was suky and full of tears and tissue. yeah some of you friends know the details of that happening. like Harabuji(if that's how to spell it) she's a good girl and a good friend to confide in.
have to do the geog project now so gotts go. have to try to smile in school for the sake 'them' :)

Monday, August 24, 2009
@ 8/24/2009 08:02:00 PM

F4 Outing! :) :) :)


today was the F4 outing! woke up very excited at around the time of...seven thirty. had mass and catechism for about two hours at IHM church and saw the SJC ppl that were there. they were all selling the tickets. was fidgety during classes and couldn't wait for the outing. reached back home at around...11.30am and took a bath changed and left the house at 12pm. waited at the bus-stop for like 15minutes and reached the Bishan Citibank stop at around 12.30pm and waited there for Jihoo to come on the 88 bus. she arrived later and we made our way to the macs there.

waited for Yijung there for what seemed like a long time. then this family came and we had to give up our seat for them waited for her outside then and saw a senior from catechism class. when Yijung came, i gave out the roses. then we headed to the cinema to get the tickets. watched The Proposal, tell you it was so sweet la. and then i cried like for most of the show also watched Where Got Ghost was so scary la. went for shopping and had BENTO SET LUNCH!!! :) :) the fried chicken and mayo was so nice and the salmon.

after eating lunch the three of us went to the library to borrow books. i didn't know that we are able to borrow 6 books until i tried it out today. so happy!! :) :) Yijung also had these cool pair of glasses that she let us try on. after borrowing books we sat there in the basement and talked. the little girl there was so cute! then Jihoo had to leave early. and i left with her, poor Yijung was all alone.

when i reached back at my house, i realised that i had forgotten to bring my keys that was when i went back to J8 to meet parents to have dinner and then we came back home which bring me up to now. listening to SHOOTING STAR and typing this! :) :)

Sunday, August 23, 2009
@ 8/23/2009 08:16:00 PM

Back To The Weekends


yeah today is back to the week ends. couldn't go onlines yesterday as i had to do my work and some other stuff, so i spent my time calling my friends and talking on the phone. had to attend GG on friday and there was PE that day, had to do hoop shooting and yea...i couldn't even get one inside...can't concentrate with all the people looking and also a very pressuring leader and teacher. but sometimes they are good. was so tired yesterday.

today we were actually supossed to have the F4 outing but it was postponed as Jihoo had to do her table tennis training and couldn't skip so it was postponed till tomorrow at 1pm all the way till 9pm. gonna watch WHERE GOT GHOST? can't wait and bought roses for them they haven't wilted yet though...still alive and red in the vase.

have to attened the chinese EduPlus thing today...must try to jiayou and to pull up grades! can't be failing any more. must try to pass. spent this morning studying chinese and did the summary writing to improve in english. there will also be another outing with the old friend from my old school. it will be at J8 on 1st september...same as teachers day...wonder if school will end earlier. can't wait for the outings.

still have this geography project to do. but i still dunno when is the deadline if its after the one week sept.hols then it would be good as there is not much time to finish the project what with the art papermache thing. have to pack bag for classes now. might write again tonight.

Saturday, August 22, 2009
@ 8/22/2009 01:50:00 PM

What Happened Today


got back mother tongue paper today. and yeah was low and all...i might not be able to use the computer anymore. until i pull up my chinese grades, which i'll strive hard to do. had recess with the F4. and i'm sad to say that woobin will not be going for the outing this weekend. i REALLY HOPE that she will come the next time then the F4 will be complete. got lime's necklace today, its really pretty and i'll treasure it well. can't believe that G-woman went and stole away my friend. she is such and idiot! (Quote: It is not love that is blind, but jealousy. Lawrence Durrell) so i'm feeling jealous.

today after school, we went for the swimming enrichment classes. still can't swim that well yet but it was an improvement from the previous time when i couldn't swim at all and swallowed too much water at the same time. i'm better now. not swallowing too much water and starting to swim better, our coach is also quite good compared to the rest of the coaches. xiaoling also improved! spent our time playing for quite a long while in the pool practicing alot too. there was a large group of people that did not swim...for dunno what reasons. had leg cramp again too...was so peinful.

at home now, just got rid off all the remaining chlorine...after bathing...smelling of Walsh soap...the one that's minty and all. washed hair too with the conditioner. and good news for swimming, THOMAS is coming back to swim with us!

had so much fun today especially at the pool...but there was only one thing missing...the comfort of all the people of the F4. Jihoo was excused from the swimming and Woobin's one was last term. have another guides meeting tomorrow...so sian...can't wait for the reply from the CCA change teacher...hope that will be a POSITIVE result!! :) :) :)

Thursday, August 20, 2009
@ 8/20/2009 07:44:00 PM

What It Means to Wait


the definition of wait is to be delayed or to be postponed. everything has a period of time to wait for from the little things in life like waiting for the bus to the other bigger things like waiting for a job application. i had to wait anxiously for the results of the literature test...and i got a 38/50 which was the highest in class...better than 'that lady' (you can ask me who that lady is) i really am pitiful for her...NOT...

anyway...i spent the day brooding over a topic of the CCA change...had the guides enrolment today...fell asleep throughout the whole long thing. i can't believe that some people in our class can be THAT mean to others. i mean can't everyone accept their friends for just the way that they are? all the people are good in their own ways while others might not be that good. just like Hajae who claims that she can't draw as nice as Jandi but to me, Hajae can draw very well.

Jihoo was introduced to reading manga today. it was vampire knight. the one with kaname kuran!! and she just drew him going to school to see him tomorrow when she has drawn finish! siblings don't have school tomorrow. so lucky for them and for me! got swimming tomorrow and i don't wanna miss it!

people should just accept the way that they are and to live with it, i'm sure that many others will find that, that person is good in one way or another. anyway, try going to google and then type in the search box 'cute animals' tell you that you;d freak from the cuteness...at least that's what happened to me. packing goggles and swimsuit for swimming tomorrow. Kangasn and i must jiayou and swim our best tomorrow! :) :) :)

Wednesday, August 19, 2009
@ 8/19/2009 07:47:00 PM

Why?


what can i say about today? all i can summarise it up in is...WHY? WHY are all the people in the world so mean? WHY do they have hit and run? WHY do you say such things? i don't have any answers to these questions...only one person does. spent my time today in much thought. and started reading a new book...Promise of The Rose...
that's how the book looks like...yeah...well left that at my friends house while doing the art project and then...left in a rush...ate mother's VERY NICE FOOD for dinner. and then drank this warm tea thing...got ginger and masala spice that cup is still in my room. saw those doggies at frens house and. have to draw the animal pictures for art...and now i shall go.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009
@ 8/18/2009 08:47:00 PM

Outing To Marina Barrage




Today as i sat in the bus early in the morning and sms-ed all my friends...i was so silly and actually FORGOT to bring the camera to take photos!!! T.T But lucky thing F4's Jihoo lent me her camera...(see what i mean she's so kind!) sat through all the boring classes in the day except for PE got to learn how to shoot a ball into the hoop the netball style...tell you this...i'm lame at shooting...then we had a performance by the Hong Kong Handbell Association!!! tell you that they played so nice! and there was this guy too that was...quite cute...Kangsan would know that too. and then met up with the handbell teacher she say that if we really want to join then we have to get parents to write a very 'desprate' letter. then she can accept us...so many steps...why can't CCA be a simple thing?




anyway we all sat through that handbell performance. it was AWESOME!! couldn't believe that they all played so well! (so amazed) after the performance...we had lunch and then went to wait for the bus that would take us to the MARINA BARRAGE!! i actually thought that i lost my handphone at one point in time then i found it tucked away in the corner of my bag...felt so releived...ya then we borded the bus...managed to get the back seats thanks to Kangsan's effort and the rest of the F4. we were finally on our way!




reached there at around the time of 3.01pm. ahhh so excited la. then pair up and all the other blahs...saw at least two wedding couples...thay looked so sweet!! :) :) :) then we were taken on this 'tour' of the place. saw the galleries and all the stuff (I had been there before) was waiting anxiously for the sunset. after completing the reflections and the exhibits and stuff we all went to the green rooftop. that was the place where i saw the sunset and the people flying kite last time. today was still afternoon so we didin't see the people with the kites or witness the sunset...was so heartbroken because of that...then there was also dragon flies there!! almost catched one had i not slipped on the mud. (dragonfly)


teehee see the dragonfly!! ok anyway back to the main topic...DIDN'T GET TO SEE THE SUNSET!!!


i know that its so sad thats why i emo the whole time and also because of other things...SE7en - Again on youtube. He sings so nice. anyway gtg.

Monday, August 17, 2009
@ 8/17/2009 08:16:00 PM

Night Before Outing to MARINA BARRAGE!!


FINALLY its the night before the outing to the Marina Barrage. Though I've been there before i find that going there with friends is much better,especially if its a group that you really like. have been thinking of the sitting arrangement in the bus. must sit with jandi, hajae and my own group of F4. also include that grandfather if possible...just dunno where she will sit or who she will partner cause F4 plus jandi and hajae makes an even number of 6 people. can't wait for tomorrow...probably won't be able to fall asleep tonight.

finished packing my bag too. inclusive of school books and the things for the outing! all the f4 members especially jihoo are bringing cameras ;) then i'll develop and print them for the world to see!!! (evil laughter)

found out the many cute guys from the different animes and mangas. there's one called Colourcloud Palace. I love that one the most. went to the hougang mall area to the comics connection there just this evening wanted to buy the Boys Over Flowers magazine that this other friend of mine has but my parents didn't allow...I was so close yet so far...school is in like twelve hours time then it will end and the outing can begin!!!

so happy now...gotta try to sleep later...then pray for the pretty sunset tomorrow!

Sunday, August 16, 2009
@ 8/16/2009 08:25:00 PM

Sunday without Swimming


was supossed to go swimming today but then parents cancelled the trip cause of the weather. it looks fine...now...plus its so HOT at home and the air-con's not on right now. went to church this morning and attended cat. classes. that was an interesting topic...so bored today in the afternoon...if we could go swimming i'd be in the pool right now and it would be cooling.

anyway, i'm gonna spend the rest of the day either reading or writing stories...AGAIN...can't seem to find anything nice to read these days...tried reading the fan fiction on the websites but ended up getting a headache the next day and had to squint too much. (still not raining yet)

have to prepare for the next week of school which starts tomorrow. managed to finish my homework yesterday night, while siblings were watching HALLOWEEN TOWN. and i had PIZZA!!! it was so good with those potato balls and garlic sticks. then there was coke...the coke cup is still in my room...no ants yet...haha...

gonna need a camera and umbrella for the trip. just hope that it doesn't rain tomorrow and that there will be an AWESOME sunset ;) ;) ;) see? i'm easily made happy...time to finish packing...

@ 8/16/2009 04:11:00 PM

Lunch


stayed at home today while parents and siblings were out. went to eat macs that double fish burger. it was like $7.50 la so expensive...left the milo now...drinking it slowly...and the waterdroplets are falling on the table. listening to Super Junior - Its you. so nice!! only found out about it when i was watching MTV and also saw the Big Bang - GARA GARA GO!! i just love korean stuff!! about three more hours to my tuition...so sian la...waiting...

hope the teacher from CCA will let me change that head 'changer' fellow. she so strict and also say cannot change at this time of the year...i hope she will let me and my friend change CCAs though, cause i can't do GG anymore with a very good reason of my leg hurting everytime i do the marching.

anyway...i'd better go pack my bag for that tuition T.T

Saturday, August 15, 2009
@ 8/15/2009 01:33:00 PM

A Saturday Without Studies


the exams finished yesterday. today is a weekend. I still have tuition to go to and its chinese. feeling quite happy though as my siblings sit at their desks doing their studies. its my time to party!! thinking of the planning of the F4 outing so many things to do. also need to change the date of the friends old outing. the whole of next week is busy and filled up. I have to stay back on monday, 17th august to go for the MARINA BARRAGE. tuesday, 18th august might be staying back for the handbell tryouts. wednesday,19th august if i have changed the CCA then I don't have to stay back for GG. thursday, 20th august there WILL BE SWIMMING!! and friday, 21st again will have the dreaded GG as CCA if I haven't changed.

On that weekend, the 22nd of AUGUST, the F4 will be going out!! an OFFICIAL OUTING between the new F4!! will be having so much fun and will upload the pictures from the marina barrage and of the ones that were taken over the weekend of the F4 OFFICIAL OUTING. now i'm sitting here in my room completing the homework that the teachers in school gave...got quite alot even though the exams are over. listening to songs and multi-tasking. the sky looks so dark like its going to rain. writing early in the morning today is giving me a clear head. had many weird dreams last night. gonna save money to travel the world when i'm older.

there are these friends in school that are so irritating they think that they are the 'supposed BOSS' of the class and think that they can threaten just anybody that they want. i feel like smacking the hell outta them...then again i can't cause if i did that those ppl would find out.

so i'll sit here at home alone on my blue chair with the sound of the ticking clock and the water running from the fish tank (forgot to feed them...again) and the constant blowing of the Iona fan...thinking of when i can go back to school and get that CCA thing settled and all of the rest of that troublesome stuff.

@ 8/15/2009 10:21:00 AM

All the Teachers are funny


i wanted to change CCA today together with my friend. we wanted to change to handbell. the handbell teacher was quite kind, then she say to ask one of the head teacher for changing CCA. that teacher was so fierce and i think she misunderstood me. i just think that all teachers are quite funny. AH!! TODAY EXAMS FINALLY FINISH!!! so free now! playing with hamster.

thats the hamster that belongs to my brother. i know the pic is very blurry...don't really know why. planning for the many outings with friends. the old ones and the new ones. especiallt the new ones. went to friends house today to do art project ended up playing with her doggies instead but still managed to finish the body and the legs. there is glue left over. LOVE HER DOGS!!! :)

Friday, August 14, 2009
@ 8/14/2009 08:29:00 PM

School Life


today was the usual boring day in school, the VP attended our maths class and we learnt about graphs!! having exams tomorrow...Chinese and maths...studied madly this afternoon and did weird hairstyles. being crazy online now...must continue to work hard!! and then to plan for all the outings with friends. TOO BAD THAT SWIMMING WAS CANCELLED TODAY :( need to do drawing for art now so gtg. thinking of joining hand bell.

Thursday, August 13, 2009
@ 8/13/2009 08:29:00 PM