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Tears & Rain


[As the rain falls from the dark night sky, all i could think about was his face. Why had he left? There has to be a reason for everything right?]

today it started to rain when i was in my tuition class, from underground we could hear the roar of the thunder. as i made my way up from the tuition center, i could hear the sound of rain on asphalt. it was so heavy that the headlights of the car was just a blur. my mother was waiting for me at the side with two umbrellas in hand one for herself and another for me.

as we walked into the night, the rain beat against the canvas of the umbrella. it was cold and the water had gathered into huge puddles. i was so cold too, having been in the air-conditioned classroom for at least and hour and a half, my hands were freezing. as i entered the car and closed the umbrella, i heard the sound of rain against metal. it was loud and eerie. i lay down across the backseats, just able to see the outside.

the orange street lamps, the sky and the falling rain was all that i could see. it was a calming effect on me. i sat up and looked out of the window, the rain against the windowpane were like tears falling from a person's face. before i knew it i seemed to be crying.

[after the rain there is always sunshine, all you need to do is to be patient and wait]

in the afternoon today, my mother, brother and i took a bus into bishan, she dropped my brother off and i went to the library in that time. i spent half an hour choosing books from the young adults section, i am somehow in love with paranormal romance ^^ i waited for my mother in the basement before she went to borrow some books too. i realised that the adults section especially with all the learning guides and self-reference books were quite interesting. i guess i freak out on books alot. i have tons at home too.after checking out the books, we took a bus back to the tuition center, waiting for my brother. as for my sister and father, they were at her holy communion camp.

now at home, i have just finished my dinner and am resting. the rain is now but a drizzle outside. and the orange streetlamps cast long shadows. i am warm in the room covered with blankets, but not for long....

Saturday, October 31, 2009
@ 10/31/2009 08:41:00 PM

Weekend


today is the last weekend here. started packing. having fun on the computer right now, playing tons of games on flonga.com and then later going to make a trip to the library to borrow some books.

quite bore now. i hate yesterday. people are evil. anyway, i have to go now.

@ 10/31/2009 10:39:00 AM

Shcool's OUT


finally the school term is out. there have been many hardships this year as well as fun times with friends, but i will remember most the way that my friends have treated me. so far they are the kindest people to me and have helped me throughout the times that i was having difficulty. i will miss all of you...especially the F4 that has broken up. it was a great time with you ppl. i hope that you all will remain happy and study hard for next year. do take care too.

~there is one person that i would really like to say sorry to, for all the things that i have done, for the way that i have treated that person. give me another chance and I'm sure i can make it up to you.~

so before i leave, i would like to have an outing with my friends, Kangsan, Hajae, Jandi, Harabuji, Yijeong and most of all Jihoo and Woobin. also I'm sure that i will come back for Christmas! so wait for me peeps! i won't let you down! ^^

Friday, October 30, 2009
@ 10/30/2009 02:23:00 PM

I'm So Happy Today


I today! i dunno why... ^^ smiling alot....probably cause of Jun Jun ^^ sister is sitting next to me now as i type this, blowing a LITERALLY HUGE balloon. ^^ lol so cool me n sis have finished exams only left my brother who has not finished his exams he must jia you
사 랑해 최숭힌 ^^ T.O.P so happy i guess i'm going a little crazy ^^ teehee okay i'mma gonna go and play games n probably read books ltr ^^

Wednesday, October 28, 2009
@ 10/28/2009 03:45:00 PM

Bored


today is boring. went for cat classes then as a group we had to put up a skit, that was the interesting part but you see the ppl were not co-operating, except for afew ppl. didn't manage to finish it so we have to go back to church to finish up on the project.

yesterday we celebrated my sister's birthday early at swensons and there was a very nice cake, also when we were at the place, there was a CD sale and it was a clearance sale so the prices were quite cheap, i managed to find the last copy of the big bang CD and am feeling so happy now:) :)

Sunday, October 25, 2009
@ 10/25/2009 01:21:00 PM

Today


i'm so bored today, early on the computer, i'm still thinking of what to do on the computer...classes have started again....so have to go in the evening. today we're having my sister's party, its actually supposed to be on the 27th but had to bring it forward as she has an exam paper to sit for on that day. taeyang and top are still my favourites! :) :)

Saturday, October 24, 2009
@ 10/24/2009 10:28:00 AM

Confused


as the school year come to a close, not many things have been going well, i realised that there are some friends that are imortant to me those that i really don't want to loose. i don't really know what's been bothering 'me' i try to talk, but 'me' doesn't respond, so far i've tried every way that i can think of, still i think 'me' is mad at me. i hate this confusion, i really do.
by the way, othello was a very fun game to play and so was the pocky that we all tried this year. its some of the best memories and times that i can remember, i 'll never forget all these times that we as friends have spent together, i do hope that you will all be happy and that all your dreams will come true, i'll miss all of you.

Thursday, October 22, 2009
@ 10/22/2009 08:27:00 PM

THE WORLD IS Weird


i have a friend who once upon a time said that she hated korean stuff especially the bands and stuff all that then one day she asked about BIG BANG i thought 'what the hell' and then went on about the guy in the band that i liked at that time which was the leader GD! so ya as i was saying the world just became weird cause she started liking D-lite one of the members and then i left it at that cause as long as she didn't like GD i was fine.

then came the time for CHANGE she started talking more and more abt GD or at least day-dreaming about him? and as she recommended me the videos and all, i started realising the other quiet and 'emo/bad boy' sort of guy. he could beat box really well and basically he was hot and cute at the same time he was really sweet. He is T.O.P ^^ that's when i started falling for him and then i listened to more and more of his songs and finally the day came when i 'left' GD that's when the friend said that she like GD, well i don't blame her because he is cute^^ so its all a big weird problem and not solved yet.

T.O.P is the oldest in the group though and then there was SoL ^^ also from the same band but i lyk T.O.P more^^

Sunday, October 18, 2009
@ 10/18/2009 08:21:00 PM

Morning to the World!


feeling so fresh today woke up early to send brother and sister to school then went to AMK hub with parents! had breakfast at that nearby coffee shop and ate tht you tiao thing :") and then went to shop at the NTUC there bought lots of stuff. then we went back home and now here i am sitting at my desk in my room and typing all of this :")

Thursday, October 15, 2009
@ 10/15/2009 08:33:00 AM

Enjoying the FREEDOM


have been on the computer since this morning and have been trying to find the song
ONCE - Caleb Kane....can't find it anywhere if anyone out there can help me to find it i'd be very thankful :)
anw having lunch now so gtg :)

Wednesday, October 14, 2009
@ 10/14/2009 12:49:00 PM

FREE!!!


today was the last of the studying papers left art and DNT tmrw. so many prep pages la...actually is only 6 got a fren who has 10pgs for her art prep. so bored now finally managed to get the pics of CAIN!!!! :):)

Monday, October 12, 2009
@ 10/12/2009 08:06:00 PM

2 more papers


finally there are only two more days of the exams actually only one but there will be art which is like an extra paper. busy studying maths for now so will have to talk again another time :)

Saturday, October 10, 2009
@ 10/10/2009 06:27:00 PM

4 Exam Papers Left!


managed to have some free time today to type on the computer...i know i haven't typed in a long while i and won't be for another 6 more days counting in the weekend....then FREEDOM!!!!!! :) :) so for now i have to go and prepare for geography which is tmrw and then science! :) :) CAIN is hot!!!!! :)

Wednesday, October 7, 2009
@ 10/07/2009 01:26:00 PM