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I hate this feeling of loneliness


its closing of school for the mid year anyway. FINALLY! no more feeling of loneliness. Well that's what i thought but i was wrong its even worse like this. i sat there in class today thinking about all the times i used to have last time together with Cherry as well as Shan and Thomas. And i realise i really miss all of them. Cherry the most. I don't even think i'm like a friend to them anymore. Like i said i think i'm trash to them. I hate it...

another thing is that cca is gonna be a hell lot harder now. Thanks to sarah not going to be there anymore. I'm gonna miss her alot. She was probably one of the best seniors that i ever hat there. yeah. I wish i could become numb to all these feelings. I just want to run away now and like not live this stupid sad shit hole of a life...

Monday, May 23, 2011
@ 5/23/2011 05:42:00 PM